“On 9/11 I Lost New York” – But I’ll Always Remember
It’s time to admit to myself it will always be a part of me. And I don’t want to forget. I want to remember. An evergreen version of my long-ago 9/11 story lives here for posterity.
Guilt City
Citizens of every city complain about something. In Chicago it’s weather. In Los Angeles it’s traffic. In my NYC hometown it’s…everything?
On the Road(s)
If you really want to hate Robert Moses, try explaining to your partner the maddening muddle that is the New York metropolitan area’s regional roadway system.
Seize the Day
Waking up on 9/11 and not realizing it’s 9/11 is a joyful thing. It’s worth remarking on–and holding onto.
Why I’m Here: My 9/11 Story Told for the StoryCorps September 11th Initiative (Audio)
On May 21st, I was blessed with the unexpected opportunity to be interviewed by the nonprofit oral-history project, StoryCorps. I visited their mobile recording studio, temporarily parked in Pilsen…and told my 9/11 story for the national September 11th Initiative. From StoryCorps, here is my recorded remembrance of the day that changed my life and, ultimately, brought me to Chicago.
As It Should Be: Moving On From 9/11
I’m happy to say this is the first time in eight years I didn’t see 9/11 coming. I forgot almost completely about the anniversary of that infamous date until a few hours before this writing. It’s a sense of normalcy that I haven’t felt in eight years.
Flight of the Trojans
The last age I took so hard was 25. Back then, launching into the latter half of my twenties without having achieved richness or thinness had me feeling like a big loser. Luckily, my self-confidence has improved since then. Now launching into my final 365 days before middle age without yet having achieved richness or thinness just has me feeling old.
“On 9/11 I Lost New York” 2008 Edition
Today, with the world again awash in retrospect, I usually prefer to be blogging about about courtesy, or kittens, or one of any number of safer, happier, topics. Seven years on and I had originally thought not to mark the occasion again. At some point, we just have to emotionally let go inside, or we destroy ourselves. In the end, while I feel no need to make a pilgrimage to a dusty construction site in Lower Manhattan, I still feel a need for words.
The Point of No Return
Last month, I accepted the job offer of my life in New York City. Today, I turned it down. At long last, I admit it. I am hopelessly in love with Chicago. I’m staying right here.
In NYC: Stomping Grounds
I don’t remember being here, yet nothing ever changes here. I’ve spent almost four weeks staying with friends in New York City; it’s almost as if I’ve already moved and settled in. So much has changed in the four-and-a-half years that I’ve been away. Funky neighborhoods have become Establishment while former slums have become exclusive. It’s hard to realize that this is my home.